By morning, my decision was clear. I waited until he left for work. Then I called my older sister, Maya.
The moment she heard my voice, she told me to pack my things and come to her house. I left my wedding ring on the kitchen table with a note explaining that I was filing for divorce. I took my hospital bag, a few baby clothes, the ultrasound photos, and one tiny onesie Andrew had chosen himself.
When I walked out the door, the cold air felt like freedom. The weeks that followed were painful, but healing in small, quiet ways. I cried often.
I woke up from nightmares. But I also laughed with my niece, sat on the porch drinking tea, and slowly began to feel strong again. Three weeks later, my water broke.
Labor was brutal. But Maya was there, holding my hand, reminding me that I wasn’t alone. After hours of pain, my daughter was placed in my arms.
She was perfect. I named her Iris, after my mother’s favorite flower. Her eyes were unmistakably Andrew’s.
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