It was like she’d never existed.
But her last words to me at the hospital stayed like smoke in the lungs:
“Even the baby didn’t want to stay around and live this life. It’s your fault, Ethan.”
After that, I shut everything down. I took back-to-back shifts.
I slept on the couch at the station. I skipped meals, powering through on protein shakes. And I let the weight of work fill the space where my life used to be.
I didn’t think grief could go quiet.
But mine did.
And then, eight weeks later, I found a baby girl in an elevator.
The police arrived quickly. I stayed with them the entire time — through the paperwork, the questions, the part where they took the note and the carrier, and gently lifted her from my arms.
I remember standing in the hallway watching them walk away, the pink blanket still half loose around her legs.
They checked security footage, but nothing useful came up. There were no fingerprints and no witnesses.
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