I Installed a Baby Monitor in My Son’s Room and Got Scared When I Saw Movement

I recognized the way the dog moved, the way he sat, the cautious, hopeful look.

A memory hit me so fast I actually grabbed the doorframe.

We had a dog before. Doblo.

He’d been John’s dog.

Scruffy mutt with big eyes and no sense of personal space.

When I got pregnant, we moved his bed out of the nursery. There was a dog door in that room that went to the backyard.

After John died, somewhere in the chaos, Doblo got out. A friend had left the gate open.

By the time I noticed, he was gone.

I put up posters. Called shelters. Posted online.

Eventually, I told myself somebody else had taken him in.

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