My daughter looked up at me. Her eyes weren’t confused.
They were searching.
“Mom,” she whispered.
I leaned down and kissed the top of her head.
My mouth tasted like metal.
“We’re leaving,” I said quietly.
I took her hand and walked.
No rush.
No tears.
The elevator ride felt longer than it was. The doors closed, sealing in the echo of music and chatter and a year that no longer belonged to me.
My phone vibrated before we reached the lobby.
I didn’t look.
Outside, the air was cool, clean, indifferent. Fireworks cracked somewhere in the distance, bright bursts over the desert like someone trying to celebrate hard enough to erase reality.
People cheered. A countdown started—muffled and offbeat.
“Did Dad mean…?” my daughter began.
“I know what he meant,” I said.
My voice surprised me.
Steady.
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